I Am Not What I Am 12

Young And In The Way I Am Not What I Am 12 Lyrics
1.That Is Not Dead Which Can Eternal Lie


2.And We Have Kill Him

Outside your state of mind / rivalry is born from society's womb
/ inside the
only way to know that it's time for change is running far from /
that's just
saying so much more / running far from society's womb to leave a
space for
change / you're a loaded gun / the battle has just begun / and
this time I
thought to dream of your eyes shut / the only one I see is you /
there is no
way to see this through / outside open / I have controlled my
hate for the
sound of you / you're a loaded gun / the battle has just begun /
this time I
thought to dream of your eyes shut / enlighten my eyes / ignite
the flame*


3.Leaving Nothing But The Absence Of Everything

In my head I'm dreaming of a different land that would fit you
more than the
one we roam / this goddamn town where the shadows are demons /
more than the
life we know / dead end town just picking up pieces / the one
that fits the
hole has thicker skin and a heart of coal / a different life in
the place we
know / it takes a man that has swallowed his soul / to give up
your own soul is
to give your own / to give up on your society / take the life
from your dream /
'running forward' / screaming words through me / running for
hope / singing
words into ears / bury the lies that saved thee / bury the lies
they feed me /
I'll bury the lies / running far to share the word / scream
these words through
me*


4.If Only That So Many Dead Lie Round

Why would I spend all my fucking life locked to the things that
won't show me
no time / she spends her days throwing rocks to pass the day to
me / these
awful things / the devil's deeds / you can try the foolish ways
of crawling on
your knees / but today won't sleep not for the weak / 'I can't'
/ this brings
no hope to the ones that don't give a shit who / 'I can't' / and
see through
they do*


5.Death Is Eager To Hold You

On your death bed forever turning / how long can we stay here /
on your last
leg we watch you suffer / this false hope could tear a heart out
/ a wife / a
life / that's better a lost one / give your life dive into the
grave / on your
deathbed injecting poison / how long can we stay here / on your
last leg bent
over backwards / while the world moves on and steals your life /
let them die
and be free / send their souls to the empty ones*


6.They Should Greet Me With Howls Of Execration

Lay on your back take a breath rest your eyes tomorrow's the day
to lose the
mask and reveal the lies (this long black dream) into the black
a lovely death
and no one cries a life that lacked one to bliss to simplify all
humankind.
digging trenches your life spent in the dark and moved on to
building bridges
only to leap from the top and drop*


7.With Strange Aeons Even Death May Die


8.I Am Not What I Am

I am alone for once dusk to dawn / finally I'm free / I am alone
by choice / I
am alone not nailed to a cross / 'cause when the day breaks they
care not what
knife is stained / and it rained / I am alone for once dusk to
dawn / finally
I'm free / I am alone by choice / I am alone not nailed to a
cross / as for
home I've found me a new one over this ditch you claim / and to
roam in my
snow-mapped tracks is to find the beauty / your life lacks /
they have your
blood / christ-filled pigs / obey their throne / you'll have no
shelter*


9.Love And Terror Laid The Stone

Tears still rain nails scratch the rocks / I'm falling /
constant winds freeze
my limbs / all is cold no one to hold / but the ground / eyes
still froze /
can't control myself / my heart still beats / there's no words
left / I'm
headed straight for the ground / what makes you feel more alive
than falling
from heights that could kill before you hit the stone / more
alive than
fulfilling your dreams / fill the earth with your bones on your
own*


10.The Chaotic And Bloody World Around Us

Waiting for my eyes to bleed / from seeing everyone sick /
waiting for my skin
to recede / it only takes one click / nightly I lay my head on
my pillow in
thought / daily I spin my neck it's got me in knots / they can
see it all / and
they're so sick and twisted / they can make a call / and have
you killed for
living / they've been thinking of a bad plan / to get things
done on their own
/ they've got a foot for your door / a wrapped fist for your
window / there's
no safety / they've got a cell for your son / and a grave next
to your kin /
can you see / there's no where to run / no place to hide /
they've been
thinking of a bad plan / to get things done on their own /
they've been
thinking of a bad plan / to get things done*


11.Ascending The White Mountain

The sound of drums and rising horns pressed on our backs / we've
moved through
sand against a wind that carries nothing / my words must be
meaningless against
your breath / show me your celestial face and let me judge thee
/ you are
what's wrong with us / you are the blight / you are the ruin in
all of us / you
are the stealer of hearts / gaping breaths / and tear-soaked
smiles / you are
the ruin in all of us / my words must be meaningless against her
breath / if I
could I'd gladly stray from my path of oblivion / the brimstone
/ the fiery
lake / the pit of sin / the brimstone / the fiery lake / that
hails within / I
would climb up / from the abyss / to stare back into her eyes /
and scream /
farewell sweet wounded night / let the fog surround thee*